Writing Prompt

Just exploring some things that women feel, have shared with me at times and personal experience in a difficult relationship.  In this writing prompt, connect with your spirituality and continue this prayer:

God,

Thank you for showing me how truly evil he was before it was….too late.  Before I went any further in this relationship.

Before marriage.

Before children.

The house on the hill……

I can’t stop thinking about him.  I am chained to my thoughts of him like a dog to a post.  No matter how much I pull at them, no matter how much I fight them, eventually I tire myself out and return to them, defeated and drained.

God……I loved him so much……still do…..so much.  I try to make myself stop loving him.  But it’s not easy.  It’s like pulling off my own skin.  It’s not impossible to do, it’s just excruciatingly painful.  And the pain comes very, very, slow…….

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